I realized one thing. Since I'm in California I'm also in the middle, between Australia and Sweden. Right now in the middle of deciding about my future as well. Which way am I going? Heading west, heading east? I don't feel ready to come home to Sweden, and that wasn't my plan in the beginning either. Go to California and then go back to Australia. That was my plan. But what happens when things start to look different back in Melbourne? People who you got to know, that may not be there anymore? The city you once loved, will it be different? Is it tempting to go back to Sweden because it in some way feels more confortable? I have a few things I would love to do back home right now, but is that reason enough to actually go?

But isn't travelling also about learning about not to choose the most confortable choises you have in life? To experience how to get around things that scare you. After all, if I go back to Melbourne and people I know might disappear I'm by myself for the first time since I started of travelling 7th of january this year. Scary but on the same time so exciting to see what i'm gonna do next. I'm always talking about randomness of life, and see what that thing called randomness did to me so far? Where will it take me next? I'm almost dieing to see. Right now I have no freaking idea where it will take me.

Time will tell.